The Self Reliance And The Self Denial

Strict Vegetarian (Vegan). Playing guitar for Failing Forward. Economics student of Gadjah Mada University. Have a major interests in cooking, reading books, literature, and poetry.

March 16, 2012 8:05 pm
It is a beautiful thing to find yourself in a situation where you are left alone by a state you consider insane, and murderous. The moment of emancipation when one is no longer contributing directly through income tax, is sublime.What we need more of, is those quiet and still moments, where we are able to act alongside our convictions.Sometimes all it takes is to gently tell the other peson; ” I am deeply sorry for the misunderstanding, but I cannot follow these rules. I am a free human being.”We are lucky live in democratic country, in that we can express any ideas we want, and also suffer the consequences - for sometimes, the only place for an honest man in this society of brutality, is in jail.Don’t ever let them convince you that “their” paradigm is the “correct” one - we are all making this up as we go along.There are many things other human beings may ask of me, but if I find them illegitimate, or outdated, I will say No - my life is mine - you may commit yourself to physically or psychologically violent acts against me, but I will stand firm in my convictions - I am what I am, and so are you - do not impose on me, and do not impose on others.In a world where good men die like dogs and women are often raped and oppressed, we fight the good fight, that of disapproval, and that of direct action.In the time it took you to read this 21 people died of poverty and starvation related diseases. I calls for a slower life, and a return to nature.Only in a society of equals, with no leaders, and no hierarchy, is true love possible.

It is a beautiful thing to find yourself in a situation where you are left alone by a state you consider insane, and murderous. The moment of emancipation when one is no longer contributing directly through income tax, is sublime.

What we need more of, is those quiet and still moments, where we are able to act alongside our convictions.

Sometimes all it takes is to gently tell the other peson; ” I am deeply sorry for the misunderstanding, but I cannot follow these rules. I am a free human being.”

We are lucky live in democratic country, in that we can express any ideas we want, and also suffer the consequences - for sometimes, the only place for an honest man in this society of brutality, is in jail.
Don’t ever let them convince you that “their” paradigm is the “correct” one - we are all making this up as we go along.

There are many things other human beings may ask of me, but if I find them illegitimate, or outdated, I will say No - my life is mine - you may commit yourself to physically or psychologically violent acts against me, but I will stand firm in my convictions - I am what I am, and so are you - do not impose on me, and do not impose on others.

In a world where good men die like dogs and women are often raped and oppressed, we fight the good fight, that of disapproval, and that of direct action.

In the time it took you to read this 21 people died of poverty and starvation related diseases. I calls for a slower life, and a return to nature.

Only in a society of equals, with no leaders, and no hierarchy, is true love possible.

March 13, 2012 11:04 pm
“What if the life that we’re living right now is this unsustainable bubble that cannot go on and perhaps does not deserve to go on? What if the world we created is a place that is so unnatural and ugly that it is a world that needs to come to an end, so that we could have a world that is better for everybody? It sounds very utopian, but it’s not about a perfect place, but maybe some of these things we’re doing, they need to come to an end.”

“What if the life that we’re living right now is this unsustainable bubble that cannot go on and perhaps does not deserve to go on? What if the world we created is a place that is so unnatural and ugly that it is a world that needs to come to an end, so that we could have a world that is better for everybody? It sounds very utopian, but it’s not about a perfect place, but maybe some of these things we’re doing, they need to come to an end.”

January 24, 2012 5:59 pm
deadpaint:

Adrienne Grandpierre, L’atelier d’Abel de Pujol

deadpaint:

Adrienne Grandpierre, L’atelier d’Abel de Pujol

January 20, 2012 1:09 am

Momen ini terasa sangat nyata.
Untukmu? Untukku?.
Kamu yang selalu menari dalam nada sarkastik.
Juga saat dirimu menelanjangi keperkasaanku.

Rasanya kamu selalu ada saatku terlelap.
Dan apakah kamu tahu siapa diriku?.
Aku selalu ada, dan kamu mengasah
kesendirianku, matahariku… belatiku…
malaikatku…

January 19, 2012 10:28 pm
My own recipe, ‘Vegan Spicy Mushroom Spaghetti’

My own recipe, ‘Vegan Spicy Mushroom Spaghetti’

January 18, 2012 9:00 pm

la vie est cruelle

Aku ingin bebas seperti burung di langit. Kerumitan hidup di dalam masyarakat  membuatku takut. Aku tak ingin diwajibkan untuk bergantung pada seseorang, apalagi berada di bawahnya. Dari atas ke bawah, di dalam pengaturan pengaturan yang hirarkis, hanya satu kata yang dapat terdengar olehku: ‘matilah inisiatif individu’

Aku ingin menjalani hidupku sendiri. Perbudakan modern sangat mengerikan. Aku membenci mereka yang mendominasi dan aku muak pada mereka yang membiarkan diri mereka didominasi. Ia yang membiarkan dirinya dicambuk tak lebih tinggi dari orang yang mencambuknya.

Aku ingin hidup dengan antusiasme yang murni, seperti udara kebebasan yang bersih. Dan semua itu sudah cukup bagiku. Aku akan mengikuti jalanku sendiri, sesuai keinginanku, merubah diriku tanpa ragu, dan aku akan pergi tanpa mengekang sayapku. Aku adalah amoral.

Aku membenci setiap belenggu, setiap batasan; aku lebih memilih untuk terus berjalan, sesukaku, membiarkan sinar matahari membakar kulitku. Dan kau tahu, aku akan berdansa ketika masyarakatmu dengan mesin-mesinnya hancur berkeping-keping. Karena aku sama sekali tidak takut akan kehancuranmu, Aku memiliki dunia baru di dalam hatiku, yang akan bersemi ketika setiap bangunan dan fondasi dari kepicikan masyarakatmu berubah menjadi abu.

Dan aku, aku bukan intelektual. Aku manusia yang merasakan getaran di dalam dirinya seperti impuls alam dan kata-kata cinta.

Dunia ini sedang tidak baik-baik saja…

January 17, 2012 9:31 pm
My brand new gear, Epiphone Les Paul Custom.

My brand new gear, Epiphone Les Paul Custom.